Loving every second of happiness.
I gotta feeling, tonight's gonna be a good night!
Its really a pleasent life that anyone would love
And im so thankful because of everyone around me
PS im allergic to mushrooms and i dont like insects that much

I so needed today. A welcome relief. In a way. Though i was pissed by ... again. But yeah it was my fault this time for going offline so yeah no big deal. Nvm progress of heck caring is at 70% and eventually it will reach 100% and I will finally have GROWN UP. yup thats the word GROWN UP. Time to stop being a child and playing with dispensable toys and get proper ones that I would keep for a lifetime. Im usually treated that way so I'm kind of used to it by now though this last blow was really like the final cut. Now, I have to learn to differentiate between superficial and deep. Yeah. It really is time to GROW UP. So anyway aside from that today was relatively happy went out with annete jasmine elaina k mah and aaron. really needed to be around people after what happened in the afternoon and stuff. Hate that. Lol strange im still talking to ... But yeah ah well ... is akin to a goldfish. No idea whats going on and oblivious of whats happening around him. Ah well. Anyway im still slightly jet lagged but yeah this is normal so no big deal. Tmr is another day where i have to find smth to do... as usual. Maybe going Diane's house on thursday? Not sure. Well I should go get ash from the airport. More like I have to or i wouldnt feel like a proper friend. But happy to do it. Anyway ta ta for now whoever you are.