tired of being the one who cares so much
when he cares so little
tired of being the one
who
always gets hurt when he doesnt even know it hurts me
tired of being the one
who gives out all my trust
just to recieve none i nreturn
tired of being the one
who has to say things first
tired of being the one
who he always lies to
tired of being the one who has nobody to rely on
tired of being the one to be his friend when he doesnt seem interested
tired of being the one without a friend i can trult trust
tired of the fact that i seem dispensible to him or smth
tired of the fact i dont have anyoen to fall back on
tired of the fact that i let myself trust him
tired of the fact that all i do is get hurt
tired of the fact that he doesnt realise it
tired of the fact that im sensitive
tired of the fact that everyoen sees it but him
tired of all the nonsense
tired of all the pang seh
tired of the talks on msn when we dont talk in real life
tired of everything
just feel like dying
sucks. it really sucks and hurts me so bad i could break at any time.
I just give out trust too easily.
Damn myself.
Damn this life.
FML.
