Well havent posted in a while so decided to do so today because i had some free time haha :).
To start of i'll talk about Internship :). haha so this weeks internship has been ALOT ALOT more interesting haha :). On Monday i got to talk to this extremely nice but rather lonely old Indian Man doing physio. It was really cool because it was the first time we actually got to interact with the patients. I just talked to him, kept him company, lent an ear to listen. It's interesting what old people have to say and I believe the younger generation doesn't truly appreciate their words. That night I just kept thinking about what he said about life and everything else. Someone in his position kept persevering and eventually almost fully recovered. It's true what they say that, "The only failure is in not trying". He really motivated me :). Followed Leslie to Sim Lim after to fix his ds :). Turns out we can only get it back on Sat so looking forward to it again i guess :)/
So moving on to Tuesday, we did more paper work unfortunately :( haha but after that in the afternoon went to help out the patients again but didnt really get to talk to anyone :/.. haha oh wells but it was still very entertaining haha. Esp watching Leslie attempt to ask permission from each and every patient to allow him to take a picture of them for their respective files :P. Interesting. Later at night i could'nt go meet Jolene for one last time before she flies off to ( I forgot where LOL ). Kinda sad because i could'nt see a certain someone either :(. Haha but nvm i guess! There will be other times!.
So Wednesday was the same as the rest for the internship part though we the hospital sponsored us snacks haha :)! How nice of them... like seriously haha. So giving when they have so little to give. <3 St Lukes Hospital. Haha met Tim, claire and jester again at night haha for jester's "suprise" bday party. Though i had to leave really early haha... Just went there to throw cake at him. Sry guys!
Haha now today. Wednesday night was one of the worst times of my life and today is no different but its lame talking about emotions because there isn't any point. So i decided to just try and stay happy no matter what i guess haha. Spring cleaning at the hospital and that's about it... Though Leslie suaned me like 11 times ( Yes, i counted :) ). Haha but it was ok i guess...
Now to end off haha just a summary of what my life has been like,
Lights dimming,
His heart fell to the blood-stained ground,
From what? His own bleeding.
It was too late and was too sorrowful,
His eyes were closing shut.
Waking up a new man,
An oath is all he could say,
Not to run anymore...
Just don't start a race,
It was just too hard.
It was too hard for him to bear any longer,
the pain that man could do,
It was even more painful when people dont realise,
How much he cared.
Shrouded by his juxtapose,
He only has himself to blame,
No bond can be forged without a flame and a hammer,
A one sided thing,
theres just no way.
To concluded his life,
he just decided to stop and stare,
Stare at those people going by,
And telling them not to care.
Because he didnt want to hurt,
Himself or anyone else again.
- June 19, 2007 22:15
