Loving every second of happiness.
I gotta feeling, tonight's gonna be a good night!
Its really a pleasent life that anyone would love
And im so thankful because of everyone around me
PS im allergic to mushrooms and i dont like insects that much

Haha well this is going to be another long post about my uneventful life :).

Well first of,
SATURDAY

Well sat was quite boring at the start because all I did was follow my dad around sim lim and funan to find some hardware haha :). I wanted to go because i wanted to buy some games along with my hard drive for my xbox haha. Was so glad we got it at a cheap cheap price :p. Well that sums up my entire morning because i went to go to the market too because my dad was a bit lazy haha :) But i don't mind helping out once in a while though the market is like really dirty and full of mozzies. Well moving on the afternoon, went to watch sister's keeper with lyn , alex and halim haha :) Primary school friends + friend :)! Haha was super fun but the movie was like so sad :(.... Haha!! Really touching and it made me think alot too. Went to eat at fish & Co. after haha.. MMMM yummy. Well at night went to lyn's half-birthday party though me alex and halim had already given her a party... But we were forced to attend. Omg had to go all the way to bukit batok!! haha. And the worst part was that i forgot my camera :(!!! So i borrowed Lyn's :) Wonder when she is going to upload. Haha end of day 1

Sunday

Well today was the much awaited class BBQ planned by my very own group :), tj088!! Theb est most awesome group in the world haha. Well in the morning had to get ready for the big family gathering to wish my parents off because they were going to Haj. I was like super busy running all over the place helping my mum get ready the downstairs for the incoming guests :) That was fun i guess... I walked up and down the stairs like 45 times ( I counted ). Good exercise haha :P!
(Omg i have used alot of emoticons thus far :/) Ok right after that rushed down to pasir ris park for the BBQ. I totally got lost omg was really like O.O after that... Haha called Jolene and she offered to fetch me but... with my pride at stake how could i ask a girl to rescue me! haha. Well found the place in the end anyway using my awesome instincts :). Ok when i reached everyone was like having such a great time bbqing the stuff haha. Denise <3, Jin Yi, Pam, Joyce & Jolene were like stonning near the ocean on a rock haha so i went to say hi to them. Omg it was so swampy that my slippers got stuck in the mud haha.. quite disgusting :\. Well everyone seemed in high spirits when i was there but after that like i don't really know my family where all over the place... Something was going on but nobody really talks to the dad as usual haha. Denise looked really sad but she said it was nothing so i tried to just smile and make her feel better :)! Jin Yi was a little down too but actually she was just trying to make me jealous of a certain someone.... haha lol! Leslie looked like a grown up sia! For the first time haha he really look like an uncle. Ahmed as crazy as ever haha. And every1 else was pretty much normal haha. The USUAL PEOPLE were camwhoring all the way at the BBQ pits. It was totalyl deserted... I bet we didnt even have to book the pit at all haha! There was like onyl 1 other family. After that we played murderer followed by more eating haha :)! Another group of people were camwhoring now (including Ahmed SURPRISING!) at the BBQ pits haha. Well after that i was kinda down after i got a call because i had to leave early... I already arrived late now have to leave early :( Haha was a little angry and upset at the same time haha.. But i guess its all for my benefit :) haha. My parents got lost though and I was late for my appointment sigh.. Haha well that marks the end of the super fun 18/09 BBQ :). ( I had to buy SOOOOO many chips because SOMEONE told me to and nobody ate them :( ).

Monday

Well today just went back to take result slip haha then went home with Leslie and Jin Yi nothing much really happened :/ haha! Was kinda bored stonning and waiting at home for nothing to happen until 1. Then at 12 30 the "evil child" msged me and told me cannot go out zz! I was really angry haha. But He was nice enough to find a substitute but i was like zz haha. So went out with Bryan instead haha we just talked about school life etc not much then i had to go for my appointment yet again zz -_-

Well for today, Tuesday, the events of today shall remain a mystery haha. But just wanted to say i find myself missing some people haha don't know why and also i feel kinda empty because im in denial haha oh well :). End of with a poem. ( cliche i know! but haha only way i express myself)

He gazed up into the empty sky,
awaiting for the grace of light,
slowly waiting,
whilst sitting in the deepest of pits.

Alone, hidden, in the dark,
Lost, confused, unable to talk,
Deprived, malnourished, unable to walk,
Failing, losing, unable to stand.

As if being apart,
had made his heart grow weary,
His eyes seemed bloodrushed,
whilst his cheeks were pale.

Wondering, waiting, no where to go,
Souless, unfeeling, covered in mist,
Dying, crippling, yet still alive,
Falling into his own juxtapose.

He had lost something,
his heart was no longer one,
his smile broken in 2,
and his soul was with none.

Tears dripped down,
Hair fell lose,
He knew he was gone,
because of someone he knew.

"Love but not loved, is truly the deepest pain of all"

Something i wrote down in my little book when i was sec 3 :)

(Pics on facebook :)!, lazy to post here)