Loving every second of happiness.
I gotta feeling, tonight's gonna be a good night!
Its really a pleasent life that anyone would love
And im so thankful because of everyone around me
PS im allergic to mushrooms and i dont like insects that much

Ever felt like running free? Away from the the criticisms and prejudice of the world? I feel like that today. Irrational thoughts dance through the shrouded mists that lay dormant within my world. I wish i could just break free from this. I haven't felt like this since someone dear to me left me alone... The feeling is unbearable and queer.

Its been affecting my school life, my friends around me and almost everything i try to do. Can't stop thinking... argh! the world has a cruel way of playing mind games on me and all i can do is tolerate and persevere... Fruitless, effortless, nothingness, feelings that cloud my judgement and cause unwanted misconceptions. I have to stop this nonsense... i promised her. :)

Well anyway getting back to school life, today was better than yesterday in many ways. I felt open for once and the weight on my shoulders has been alleviated. How i relish this feeling. It's all thanks to some people whom i consider dear to my heart <3. Thank you all... Joyce, Jolene, Jinyi, Leslie. Thanks for making my darkened days seem a little brighter :). But i guess i really have to thank Jolene because she's confronted with a similar situation. We both can understand each other, this feeling, this indescribable putrid feeling. Talking to her is always entertaining :). Leslie my punching bag and my little friend XD. Always asking me if I'm ok :). Jinyi the little princess (ok for once i shall call you this) always trying to make me feel better though in the most austere of ways. Joyce, surprisingly today, talking to her made me feel a lot less stressed Maybe it's because it's one more person i can really talk to. Haha though i have all my great friends not only these 4 precious people, i find myself wondering why i am so sad, stressed, uneasy. I should be happy :).. Cant explain.

Well on the bus ride home i had a nice short talk with jinyi after leslie alighted. I think she's right :). This feeling i have isn't worth shedding tears or wasting my time in anguish and frustration. I should just leave it be, but that's not like me... I can't help but think of the effect on others... i'm really confused now :/... But i will still try to break down this invisible wall created by my own delusions. So thanks for that Jinyi :D.

Haha i also met a really old friend today :). Hana! lol how ironic considering Miss Poh was just telling us abt the HANA glycoproteins on influenza ( ok nerd....). Haha it was nice to see her again after so long. I asked her to go to a movie wid john and Sumaila too :)... Can't wait!

So all in all, the days passed and now have kind of been really confusing and difficult for me :/ But i'm sure there are others worst off, I should be thinking about them :).

Anyway jokeS of the day: Contributed by Joyce
Joyce: I wanna name my son Rafiel and my daughter Aerial!
Adnaan & Jolene: O.O

Video of the day :D :
So extremely touching. everyone can shine :D. This really brought a file to my face... (Not sure what weird language this is @.@!) Never give up hope. Dedicated to Ger... Wish u were here...